I'm never falling for "interrupting cow" knock-knock jokes EVAR... =/

You win this one... >=O

While I'm at work, I think of the dumbest, strangest things.  It gets very boring standing in one spot for 6 or more hours a day without talking to the person next to you.  And I'll be honest, if I was the only person standing there, I'm more than sure I'd be talking to myself... =/

With that, lets get to the current topic. Creation of the universe. Yes, I thought about this today as I stood before a belt while grinding gates off  houndreds of  Sieger Snow Guards.

So, the question I asked my self: How can every just be? Ok, like scientifically speaking, big bang, blah blah blah.  Everything after that can be seemingly explained scientifically.  But what about before this?  How can something, anything simply exist out of dark matter?  And if there is a god, who created him? I mean, how can it just exist out of nothing? Who created the creators, if there are any...

My head hurts =/

I guess it's time, time for me to give up on you
I know what i promised, i promised forever but you took the future away
Seems like i'm always taking a beating, fighting your past and your pain
But it's so fucking cold in your life that it's almost frozen up mine
Kiss like addiction alive inside
Id embrace your twisted love if you let me
But you and i both know that nothing's ever good enough for... you
Good enough for... you

So, she called again last night; but this time it was different than usual.  I didn't tell her off or anything, I just listened to what she had to say.  It was wierd, cause it seemed like only a few minutes we talked, but it must have been almost 2 hours...

...but your love equals lies in the eyes of the ones that you would die for

I don't know why she called me. I told her how I feel about her the last time she did. She knows I don't ever wanna be with her. She knows that I don't want her in my life... ever. But yet she calls and tries to apologize and tell me all of these other things that makes me wonder what it is she wants from me. Part of me believes what she told me. The other still questions her intentions...

There's still so much more you never let us explore
But its irrelevant now, 'cause you're the one that nobody trusts...

I can't remember for some reason what she said at the end; all I remember was telling her "I'm sorry, Danielle, but I don't love you..." And then that was it.

There's no time to deal with this shit now. I moved on, and I wish she did too. Because no matter how much I want her to be out of my life and how much I well, don't have any feelings towards her; it still kinda hurts when I think about her and all that happened...

Well, I guess it all started with me on my way to Stacey's then getting a phone call that lasted for nearly 5 minutes just trying to decide if we wanted to go bowling or stay at her place and watch movies.

When it came down to it, none of them really happened. It was watching two movies; one we watched for like 15 minutes, the other - well we hardly got past the opening scene. Oh yeah, we saw the ending of Jackass (again) as well. I mean, who doesn't wanna see a guy put a toy car up his ass for the 4th time?

In the end - after enduring beatings from a rolled up newspaper by Logan with her... awesome dinosaur, and getting molested by a dog - it was a good night and I had a good time...